The Dark Light

My life is to be pushed around
No wonder I feel so down
Where is the hope I was waiting for?
Where is the light who guides me out of this hell floor
The crow comes and sees me in my misery
'T lands on my shoulder, "T takes a big bite from me
My soul drifting away…away from me
'Till the end of life, no one there to see
Where is she…my loved guardian angel sworn to protect
Sworn to be here…here for me whenever and without an defect


'T was you…brought me back to the light
You gave the strength I needed to fight
No one was there…only you rose up to guide me back to good
Take my soul away from what is evil and make me understood
All the values you taught me while I was sore
Now 'T is time to feel thus better within poor
I'm afraid of dying not knowing if your love keeps me away from death
I feel your energy surrounding me day in day out opposing any threat
Grateful for your existence which drives away the shadows of the underworld
I want to tell you everything I feel most import in you girl..



.-Magnus Ivar Markusson

Just Somethin' Part X

I'm prisoner of Faith, where lies are not far beneath me down
Stuck in these walls of treason, the truth doesn't come around
"I'm a prisoner of words unsaid" my freedom is far from me
My words remain unsaid, my tongue poisoned, my eyes do not see
The terror surrounds, invades with the spirit of the dead, going insane
I'm going insane with these shackles of fate, the dead are calling my name
Dance with the Angels in my dreams, listen to their hallow cries
Thy dead block my road to freedom, thus everyone around me lies
I'm a prisoner of faith, with no more words to say
With my words unsaid, do not wish to see thou another day



-Magnus Ivar Markusson

Mystery Woman

Last night, as I puffed my tree, images of you came up in my head..
The imagination was comforting, taking away my fear of death
A sudden turn of fate occurred, as the image of you faded away
My tree is puffed, but my imagination of you'll be back one day
The mystery woman, visiting me in my dreams, like a beautiful angel
My angel, leading me in the right direction, not giving me a strangle
I never hurt her, she's my angel in disguise
Me and you, we come from different sides
My tree is gone, but your beauty is still there
Puffin' my tree again, I can see you love, I can see you everywhere
Not only when I sleep at night, also when I'm awake
Puffin' too much tree, but you take away the headache
Puffin' my last tree, I think it's time to sleep
Puffed my last tree, I'll be dreaming of you…oh so deep




- Magnus Ivar Markusson

Sorrow

Rainy day, you wash my pain away
Sunny day, you bring my sorrow again to slay
A bad feeling living with me day in day out
So sad...it's so sad, I want to scream out loud
Whispering for help, no one can hear my shallow words of sorrow
My mind is going crazy, so insane I might not see tomorrow
Knocking on heavens door, but it throws me down to the fires of hell
These fires burn, they burn through my skin, burn through my broken shell
Everything mellts down, mellts to a liquid sense of non existence
I want to start over and over again, I am losing all of my sense
My face disappears, never ever returning to me
My soul is gone, invisible, no one ever can see
The psycho stand of my heart turns to ashes, only dust is left
No there is nobody to help, my trust towards got theft
LIfe is cruel, and I am leaving you today
This world doesn't need me, not anymore you say
Wondering what is, wondering what why
I wonder if I ever see you, negativ...good bye




-Magnus Ivar Markusson

Stoned Feelings (one of my old poems that I wrote last year)

It's a beautiful day, it's a sunny day..It's a nice day,
so good to walk a flower filled way
So beautiful, I want to be with you
Tell me, anything…anything you want to do
Is this love that I'm feeling?
Or is it just a fling that would make me healing
I don't think it's just a fling
I want this to be more than just a thing
I'm only thinking about you, maybe I'm just babbling
The risk is high but I want to be part of this love gambling
Anything so that I can call you my love
My feelings for you go high, higher than the above
It's a cliché, but I would go through heaven and hell
To be with you so we together could rebell
I open my eyes, just to see you
With my eyes wide open, I can't see through
I'll be waiting…with an open heart
I'll be with you right from the start
I love you, from the beginning to the end
We will rock this world…together hand in hand
I'll be there for you, whenever…wherever
Till death do us apart, I will love you forever and ever
This emotion that I'm feeling is depressing
This feeling that I feel for you is obsessing
I'm suffering all day every day,I'm suffering seeing you with him walking away
This is my way telling you what I feel everyday



-Magnus Ivar Markusson

No Patience In Long Distance

For what it’s worth
For what I’ve brought
How far this relationship could go
This I’ve never thought
Our patience is tested
Our strength is not to be shown
How strong our love is
For each other remains unknown
How far apart we are
‘T’s nothing new
For how much further this will go
This we have to put through
Tell me what it is that you desire
Before we lose our love for each other
I’m thoughtless of you, light my fire
Nor wouldn’t I bother
Please forgive me for I have no patience
Nothing at all for long distance



-Magnus Ivar Markusson-

Sweet Old Love

When I look into her eyes

And she looks at me

I get trapped in her space

She brings up pleasant memories

She’s got a smile

Which makes me melt

Her love is the best

That I’ve ever felt

My life was empty

But that was beforehand

With her love at my side

At present times I felt that I was the right man

High fidelity and loyalty

Always to the end

I will love you forever

No matter what you’ll always be my friend

-Magnus Ivar Markusson-

UNFORGIVEN

You were born to push me around
Shouldn’t I just stay down
I tried to hide within myself, yet you always found me
My eyes ‘n’ soul are now clear, but why can’t you let it be
I tried so hard to become the one you wanted me to,
but I failed
Why can’t you leave it, or leave me alone,
‘t is already too much I’ve inhaled
Too much I cannot carry around no more
‘T’s too much to ask
My spirit doesn’t want anything, anymore, it’s been kept in the dark,
held prisoner in the past
Why can’t I break free from this madness, a world driving me insane?
Why can’t I just go, just walk away?
Somewhere none knows my name
Why is it, that you killed me a long time ago,
but never did I get answer for
Why did you do it? Why not let me be now,
Next I'll be knockin' down your mental door


-Magnus Ivar Markusson-

No Patience In Long Distance, The Prequel

Why is it that I
Have no love for you no more
Why is it that I
Always blamed myself before
Why shouldn’t be asked to I
Instead should ask thou
Why is it that it is
We feel no love right now
My love is gone
What about yours
Don’t tell me that you still feel
Your feelings aren’t real, no more holy wars
All I want for us
Is to see the beauty of inner peace
I want to break up with us, and I
Did not mean to hurt you the least


-Magnus Ivar Markusson-