Sorrow

Rainy day, you wash my pain away
Sunny day, you bring my sorrow again to slay
A bad feeling living with me day in day out
So sad...it's so sad, I want to scream out loud
Whispering for help, no one can hear my shallow words of sorrow
My mind is going crazy, so insane I might not see tomorrow
Knocking on heavens door, but it throws me down to the fires of hell
These fires burn, they burn through my skin, burn through my broken shell
Everything mellts down, mellts to a liquid sense of non existence
I want to start over and over again, I am losing all of my sense
My face disappears, never ever returning to me
My soul is gone, invisible, no one ever can see
The psycho stand of my heart turns to ashes, only dust is left
No there is nobody to help, my trust towards got theft
LIfe is cruel, and I am leaving you today
This world doesn't need me, not anymore you say
Wondering what is, wondering what why
I wonder if I ever see you, negativ...good bye




-Magnus Ivar Markusson