Purple Haze

This is about you

And all the things you do

About the way you smile

About the way you make everything feel worth while

This is about you

The way you can see through

Everything and everyone

The fact that you help, even if you don't know that one

This is about you, whenever you walk down the street

And the people see you and jump off their feet

The way your aura, feels like purple haze

The way you make people feel confused and daze

This is about you, and the way you style your hair

About you, the fact that you care

The way you handle the situation, when in danger

The way you greet a stranger

This is about you, the way you make me feel

This is for you, for real

-Magnus Ivar Markusson-

Dreams of nightmares

I keep on dreaming of that someone, but she isn't here

My dreams are nightmares, my nightmares is my fear

I can't believe you exist

My feelings for you cannot be fixed

I sit in the dark, I try to forget

My mind shows me signs of regret

Since then, I die inside

All I wanted was to be by your side

Another story of bitter fate

I don't know what or who to hate

I try to live, try to be alive

Under these circumstances, it's hard to survive

Still trying to understand why

The truth hurts more than a lie

Reality bites in my dreams

Yes, nothing is as it seems

-Magnus Ivar Markusson-

Fact

How can I break?
The chain of being shy
Why am I like this, why?
Always I try, I try to talk
Just open my mouth, and say
I.e. let’s go for a walk
But no, I always am so nervous
It seems to be so obvious
I’m a different dude
I got no attitude
When she’s around
When she’s not, I get down
It’s a mystery
Or shall we call it, misery?
Is it just me?
Am I trying to be?
Something I’m not
I don’t tell her, she’s hot
I tell, she’s gorgeous
Dammit, I truly am not courageous
Shoot me now
It can’t be “normal”
Please, don’t make me to tell you how
It is the way it is
I haven’t found a way yet, to change this

-Magnus Ivar Markusson-

Fact II

What happened?
How come our friendship
Blackened
Like this?
I know my reason why
You’re just so full of yourself
F.Y.I
Always think you’re better then the rest
Obviously, you are not the best
You did your thing
Which is good
But you clearly didn’t know
How much anger it would bring
What the hell did we miss?
Arrogance that defies you
My patience didn’t come through
And I’m sorry
But still I can’t understand
What did characterize you?
To become such a low life man
Did you really think, after you were done
You would become
A better person
But what is the reason?
I can remember, back in the day
You just walked your way
Treated everyone equally
But that was then, today your
Behaviour is the means of reality
But still I don’t know why
Why it turned out like this
Why our dislike meter is so high
I don’t hate you my friend, never did before
I just dislike you to the core


-Magnus Ivar Markusson-

UNFORGIVEN IV

After many years of pain
Many years I thought it was my gain
Now I finally know the source
Now I know it was you behind this evil force
Years of depression, and it’s your fault
The memory of those years, were locked in a vault
Recently, those memories were released
I remember everything, and trust me, I am not pleased
I flash on the day, you all ganged up on me
On that inglorious day, I sustained an injury
I’ll take my time to find you all
And when I do so, you will fall
After I’m done with you all, all will be well
For all I care, you all can rot in hell


-Magnus Ivar Markusson-