Dreams of nightmares

I keep on dreaming of that someone, but she isn't here

My dreams are nightmares, my nightmares is my fear

I can't believe you exist

My feelings for you cannot be fixed

I sit in the dark, I try to forget

My mind shows me signs of regret

Since then, I die inside

All I wanted was to be by your side

Another story of bitter fate

I don't know what or who to hate

I try to live, try to be alive

Under these circumstances, it's hard to survive

Still trying to understand why

The truth hurts more than a lie

Reality bites in my dreams

Yes, nothing is as it seems

-Magnus Ivar Markusson-